Freakin Spiders

RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!

I don't like spiders. I don't like them one bit. But spiders love my house. Those jumping spiders scare the boogers out of me. But those stupid spiders love my house.

I was just folding the washing and one jumped of the item i was holding.

I am trying so hard not to pass on my fear of spiders to my children. Its very hard, but im trying.

I HATE SPIDERS!!!!!!!!

Random ramblings

I feel the need to blog, but i lack a topic on which to blog about. So this will be about anything and everything that pops into my mind that i feel comfortable blogging about.

Well as you may notice my blog looks different. I finally figured out how to change my background and make it more personalized. So i hope you like. But if you don't, then oh well, to bad so sad because i do and its my blog.

How are the mischiefs you may ask. Well Devin is doing good. At the moment he is helping Jahshia learn to use the toilet. Jahshia is learning to use the toilet. Madison is doing so many new things. She really has come to life. She is now crawling, having regular sleep, eating 3 meals of solids a day and pulling herself up on things to stand up. I walked into her bedroom the other day and found her standing up in her cot.

The other day my Branch Pres. was over at my house and when he arrived i was in the midst of painting myself a picture. I love to paint and i find that i have more time to do so now that Madison is going to bed not long after the other mischiefs head off for the night. I find it rather therapeutic, which i need to add more therapeutic things into my chaotic little world. He asked me to seriously think about doing some paintings and selling them online. So when your Branch Pres. asks you to seriously think about something, its usually worth while to comply with his suggestions. So i ventured out yesterday and bought a couple of little canvases which i will paint and sell. See how that goes to see if i shall pursue this avanue in my interests.

I feel i must now end this random spew of thoughts. I have two delightfull mischiefs fighting over a cat. Poor poor cat. Cat must be rescued.

Messy mess mess mess mess mess messy

All i can really say, is that my life is rather messy at the moment. In the marriage front, its a mess. There is so much to clean up and i don't feel that all the damage has been completed as yet. But thats all i am saying on this matter. Im going to try and get back into blogging again. There is so much more to my life than a messy marriage. So i aim to find what else my life has to offer and blog about it. New year, New beginnings. Lets hope this year will be much better than last. Although so far, its not much better.

long time no talk

Sorry to all those who have emailed me and asked me when my next post is going to be.
It has been a while and it has been a very shaky part of this roller coaster ride i am stuck on.

Things are not well with me right now. Thats all i am going to say on the topic. Its just more of a warning for those who are somewhat addicted to my blog. I probably wont be posting much lately. Just lying in bed when i can i think.

Vlog #1

I have a web cam now, so i thought i would do a vlog - video blog. My camera for some strange reason cuts out after 30 seconds so thats why there will suddenly be a black screen. But if you can get past that, i hope you enjoy. Ha ha i feel insane for talking to a camera like that. Ba ha ha ha ha
Lots of ums and things not making to much sense. Could you tell i felt stupid ha ha ha.

3 Mischiefs and a Supermarket.

Wednesday is a pre-school day. Wednesday is pay day. Wednesday is the day i go grocery shopping. Its the perfect day to do it.
The plan yesterday was to do my shopping as usual and take Jakob as well seen as he has no car. But when i pulled up to his house, something had happened and he needed my help with something else. Which ended up taking up all my time and i never got to go shopping. But its ok, i really needed to help him and that was more important than shopping.

So due to my lack of shopping yesterday, and the lack of basic food stuffs such as milk, butter, bread etc, i endeavored to take all three mischiefs to the supermarket .. on my own. Wow i was insane. Devin ran around everywhere and kept wanting to sit in the trolley on all the food. Jahshia kept throwing things in that she thought i needed and Madison was rather good, but did start crying when Jahshia thought it would be funny to hit her on the head. Poor little mischief, gets all sorts of torture committed to her.
The biggest trial though of shopping with them all on my own, was the part when we got home. You see, i have no off street parking, then on top of that, i can not park on my side of the road.
This is how i executed the dilemma of getting kids and shopping inside...
Step 1 - Get the kids inside but leave the front door open so they know you haven't abandoned them.
Step 2 - Go to the car but leave the front gate shut so no kids can follow you out.
Step 3 - Get all the shopping bags out of the car and put them in front of the gate.
Step 4 - Open the gate and put all the bags at the top of the stairs. Never let the bags out of your sight or else mischiefs will put sticky fingers through them and open all the things they are not meant to open, so the next steps are to prevent that.
Step 5 - Take all the bags from the top of the stairs down to the deck.
Step 6 - Take all bags from the deck into the kitchen.
Step 7 - Quickly get all the things that need to go into the fridge or freezer into their appropriate places. Then take kids out of the kitchen and close the door.
Step 8 - Go back later and put the rest of the shopping away when the mischiefs no longer need all your attention.

Im getting the hang of this mum thing. Im learning new tricks all the time. Sure i have my bad days but everyone does. But overall i love being a mum.

Marriage vows

Just something i would like to say to those who read my blog who still are getting to know me or may not know my values.

Legally, I am still married, so in my mind those wedding vows and promises are still valid. Sure Jakob isn't exactly following them but that doesn't mean i can just toss them to the side.
To be true to myself and the morals and values i hold dear, I will not look or even think about a relationship with anyone else or even do anything along those lines with anyone else.
Please do not think otherwise of me.